Happy Eid Mubarak + Independence Day * 1 Malaysia *

     Today 31 Aug 2011 is Malaysia 54^th  Independence Day also 2^nd days celebration of Eid Mubarak .. So , i wanna take this time out to wish Happy Eid Independence Day to all Malaysians.. Not forget to my beloved one “B” eventhough you’re not muslim but i know you gonna celebrate this celebration with me right ? Hee ~ Well , its all because we are 1 Malaysia !! Love u B .. XOXO .. 

Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka !

missing you so much

As I lay here on my bed listening to everybody talking

my head is spinning with thoughts of you. 

I hear your voice throughout the day 

telling me you love me and that I'm the one for you.

Over and over again I hear your voice 

and feel your arms wrapped around me 

but when I look around you’re not here. 

I'm wishing you will realize soon that I do care.

Wishing and hoping that someday soon we will be together again.

I love you so much 

and I miss seeing you everyday 

and being next to you at night. 

You never come to see me anymore 

so I lay here in my bed crying 

because I miss you so much and I love you to.

I wish I could see you like I use to 

but you won’t let that happen and neither will she. 

I try to talk to you but you walk away. 

Tears form in my eyes and I start to cry.

They say to forget about you but I don’t know how.

I miss hearing you say that you love me.

I miss spending time with you everyday.

I can't seem to get you out of my head.

I love you baby and I miss you too.

A Break Up Can Be Tough

Many parts to my broken heart,
From the day when it all fell apart.
My whole world came crashing down,
But its fell with out a sound.

All the love that you stole,
Left me standing in a hole,
From the day my whole world fell apart,
I’m standing here with a broken heart.

A second that passes feels like an hour,
All my emotions have turned sour,
Feeling all hollow and left alone,
My heart has turned into solid stone.

A broken heart was the death of me,
Its so simple now to see,
Isn’t it better to at least fall,
To than have never loved at all?

  

Thinking of B .. :)

i love you B .. 

Teenage Love

I may be just a teenager
With much to learn and discover
Even in love I’m no wiser
Still my feelings are growing deeper
I know love has bloomed like a flower
When in my heart only you seem to matter.

Many say young love don’t last forever
They won’t end up sharing a life together
People will move on and get a new partner
Just a phase of life that all teens enter.

But it doesn’t mean true love can’t occur
Love that is special and is a treasure
That grows over time into something stronger
As the years pass by one after another.

I know my love can only glow brighter
If you could only give me that honor
To be part of your life through tears and laughter
Walking beside you far into the future.

I Love you , B .. 

Friends : The Stronger 6

You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

i L.O.V.E k6

What i've Learned

I've learned a lot these past few years
Through my fake smiles and unseen tears
That friends sometimes aren't forever
that true love doesn't always last
And happy memories stay with you
but those happy moments go by fast
Words can cut deeper than any sword
Leaving you with something
That no man could replace or ever afford
Sometimes things happen,
Sometimes your heart will break
Though to feel real happiness this is what's at stake
In order to have the comfort of heaven
and your story to live to tell
You must also experience the hate-filled life of hell
Remember . . . There will always be someone there
Someone that honestly does care
A person can leave your life
Leave you alone with your worries and strife
But like pain, the love you once felt cannot from your body depart
but only may enter your heart
Don't worry someday it will all get better
Your mornings will grow joyful with someone to love
And you'll have the kind of life you thought you could only dream of
I've been there before with my head in my hands

Believing there's no way anyone could ever understand
But they do . . . trying everything they can to help you
Still you sit there unknowing and blind
To what soon you'll be glad to find.

miss you bie ..

   It hurts since I can’t forget that.. Looks like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be! You don’t have to hold back for me. It all will end someday too anyway.. My love just can’t seem to reach you.. Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go I have to forget you, I miss you so much! Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget I’m a fool, you know me. My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile I’ll still be waiting for you till forever! As I will keep hiding my tears! Would you come back to me? My love just can’t seem to reach you. Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go I have to forget you, I miss you so much Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget. To forget you, even to erase you for me they are very difficult things to do.. My heart just doesn’t seem to reach you.. Tears keep rolling down like crazy I think I can’t do it I can’t forget you even if I just feel like dying I can’t let go of your love I’m alive this way !!! :(