hmm =.=

me and you

   There’s a shadow that keep following me wherever im trying to reach your heart . At the beginning , it was dark but at the end its really bright . And i realised that shadow was my past with him .. But im glad to know you because you’ve made me be myself wherever im with you.. Thank’s .. 

it's all about him .

   For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all. People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go. I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. So , from now on .. when you think of me just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had. You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore. I don't know which I would rather believe , that you never did care or that you eventually stopped. While I was holding on all you did was let go. The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to. Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone ..

Bad mood =.=

   Hmm , today when i saw his Ex-GF FB acc , she wrote something that related about our situation . How i can im not be mad if she talked bad things about me ?? What kind of girl she is ?? Hello dear , don't ever wear 'TUDUNG' if your behaviour like a shit .. Asshamed on you girl ! Then what , i've got a fight with him because of this stupid girl .. Yes , i admit that im in LOVE with you , but im scared to declare to you .. Im not sure if you feel the same way as i felt to you ! Guess what , i know you still love her , why you give me hope if you know that we can't be together ?? OMG !!! What am i supposed to do ?? i've no idea right now .. i just wanna cry .. :(

Birthday Party ?

   29 March is my birthday . I really hope that my parents gonna celebrate it for me. Well , im not sure about it , because my sys was sick until now. In that case , i can conclude that my birthday party wont be celebrate . Everyone at home was worried about her .. But , didnt they realise my big day just around the corner?? Im not selfish , everyday i keep praying for her to get well soon .. i love her more than everything .. Hopefully , she'll be okea during my big day .. (finger crossed) 

Loliey

Get well soon Loliey !!

You dont have to worry because when you need me , i'll always be there .. for you dear .. You have to be strong .. We fight together till the end .. 

Who care?

I'm falling into pieces ..

time to sparkling , wink =.=

♥ S ♥ T ♥ A ♥ R ♥

mood : Flirt

I want you so bad !! 

Mr. R

i LOVE u , Mr.R 

in L.O.V.E

Saya suke kt awk, ajakx.. hee~ Seriously, im in love with u babe.. i always miss u.. u always crossed on my mind. LOVE you !! 


xoxo : Nadia Nadine