I pretend to be happy so I don't have to explain myself to people who'll never understand. I need to take an emotional breath, step back and remind myself who is actually in charge of my life. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why i'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
To different minds, the same world is a hell and a heaven. If you believe you can, you probably can. If you believe you won't, you most assuredly won't. Belief is the ignition switch that gets you off the launching pad. A perfect princess always thinks of other before herself, and is kind, caring and truthful.. Whatever you may be doing you know it's going to get better and better if you keep at them..
xoxo
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May 7, 2011
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May 7, 2011
im still frustrated :(
I pretend to be happy so I don't have to explain myself to people who'll never understand. I need to take an emotional breath, step back and remind myself who is actually in charge of my life. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why i'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
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