My heart broke again :(

  Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you. There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest.. your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo.. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit? I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. I just realized, it's so lonely being free. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.